Saturday, January 28, 2012

95

1. what are three ways to win your heart?

well-behaved, honesty, and some talents.

2. do you like lightning?

yes I do love it. :)

3. have you ever cut someone else's hair?

yes, I have.

4. last person you said 'i hate you' to?

errr...

5. rain or sunshine?

rain

6. last stupid thing you said to anyone?

"eh lo jadi petinju aja".

7. biggest turn off?

got no dignity, please hold your pride

8. fave movie?

Corpse Bride

9. would you date someone who smokes?

yes

10. would you date someone who was addicted to drugs?

no

11. what's your biggest turn on, physically?

piercing eyes, I can't stand.

12. would you have sex w. someone you weren't dating?

hell no!

13. have you ever missed someone and regretted breaking up with them?

everyone has, even the one who broke first.

14. have you ever dated someone more than once?

nooo

15. if you could go on ONE DATE with any celebrity, who would it be?

Alex Turner

16. what's your relationship status?

relationship

17. do you like cuddling?

not really

18. do you hold grudges?

nope

19. do you regret dating anyone?

errr...

20. hugger or kisser?

-_-"

21. missing someone?

nope, he's around :)

22. most important lesson you've learned from your exes?

love is understanding, eh?

23. are you happier single or in a relationship?

my happiness isn't determined by my status, at all.

24. how important are looks?

I adore charming guys, I don't care how they look like as long as they got their charm :P

25. would you rather date someone who was SUPER-HOT or someone who was nice?

someone who was cool, somehow.

26. do you stay friends w/ the people you've dated?

sort of

27. would you fight over someone you wanted to be with?

def no!

28. do you kiss on the 1st date?

noope

29. if someone cheated on you, would you take them back if you really loved them?

Oh come on, hell no

30. some random girl comes up to you and says "who the hell are you"?

whatsoever

31. are you spoiled?

yes

32. name three things you would not tolerate in a relationship?

abusers, liars, cheaters.

33. which one of your friends do you think would make a good prostitute?

LOL

34. did you miss anyone today?

i told you above

35. last person to see you cry?

errrrr

36. Who/what made you cry?

my mood

37. are you a forgiving person?

yes I am

38. would you ever share a girl/boyfriend with your best friend?

hell no, that's nuisance

39. the last person who gave me a hug....?

my mom :)

40. are most of your friends guys or girls?
both of them

41. how long does it take you to get ready to go out ?1
5minutes

42. how many people do you know of named Aldo ?

1

43. are any of your friends cheerleaders ?

yes

44. what was the last thing you burnt ?

matches

45. what is your full name?

MMW

46 what color is the bra you have on now ?

guess what

47. do you straighten your hair every day?

nope

48. do you worry about the size of your boobs?

nope

49. are you the typical girl who's addicted to gossip?

so so

50. what are your favorite girly magazines?

nylon's the best

51. did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?

noooo

52. did you ever cry during a romantic movie?

kind of

53. would you leave the house without makeup on?

often

54. what's the biggest turn on about guys?

kind-hearted

55. are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle?
a waif one

56. is pink truly the best color in the entire universe?

geez

57. what's the most expensive piece of clothing you own?

a pair of jeans!

58. what color do you absolutely despise?

orange

59. have you ever stole?

yes, his heart :P

60. have you set your hair on fire?

nooo

61. do you wear sweat pants?

sometimes

62. do you know anyone who has lost their virginity?

the adults

63. have you ever ran into a door because you didn't see it?

no

64. doesn't 50 Cent suck?

nope

65. do you like hugs and kisses(xoxo:))?

not really

66. do you act gangster?

errr

67. ever made a prank phone call?

(Y)

68. last kiss?

my mom :)

69. what bill do you hate paying most?

I hate no bills, I hate taxes

70. where was the last place you had a romantic dinner?

what indicates romantic?

71. what did you want to be when you were growing up?

a doktor

72. favorite NON sexual thing to do at night with a guy?

chit-chatting

73. when did you first start feeling older?

now wahahaha

74. favorite guilty pleasure?

being sarcastic :P

75. what famous person(s) would you like to have dinner with?

Tim Burton, Chuck Palahniuk, and Ed Westwick

76. what famous person would you like to date?

Julian Casablancas

78. what do you hate about your school?

the hectic schedule

79. last person whose bed you laid in besides your own?

my mom

80. have you lost a friend recently?

no

81. ever have a sleepover with the opposite sex?

nooope

82. do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?

yeees

83. is it easier to forgive, or to forget?

forget

84. do you give out second chances too easily?

never

85. is your best friend pretty?

for sure :D

86. is it awkward when you run into your exes?

no

87. have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?

yes

88. can you make yourself cry?

yes

89. is your life simple or complicated?

simple

90. are you easily confused?

yes

92. are you taller than 5'4??

yes :)

93. have you ever liked someone who treated you like crap?

hell nooooo

94. is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?

yeaaah :)

95. does everything really happen for a reason?

aaamin.

654321

Six things I do before I fall asleep
1. Isya Prayer
2. Being online til I fall asleep.
3. Preparing books for the next day.
4. Imagining something.
5. Reading good novels or studying.
6. Praying for a cute dream.

Five places I want to visit
1. Paris
2. London
3. Tokyo
4. The Angel's Falls
5. Barcelona

Four things I'm wearing right now
1. Abdi love Jabar tee
2. Navy shorts
3. My lovely black wayfarer glasses.
4. Undies, for sure!!!

Three bands that I listen too often (Currently)
1. SMASH
2. SHANIA TWAIN
3. KATY PARY

Two things I want to do before I die
1. Bringing a real benefit for this whole world.
2. Living high with cool husband and lovely smart children.


One confession
1. I just wanna live, don't really care about the things that they say.

Oh, it's shinning

Hello, you need some darkness.
You need to get lost.
You need to be afraid.
You need to get insecure.

So you know how..

To feel and embrace the stars.
To be guided by their unlimited shine.
To be saved.
To feel blessed.
And to be alive.

-------------------------------------------dedicated to those who stand as my stars. thank you.

Snaps

1. School is effing tiring, but thank God I am enjoying it.
2. It's funny to see how people change massively in a wink.
3. Days feel longer than they used to be.
4. Rain soothes my emotion.
5. Mom is a facebook addict.
6. while Dad is a Mafia War mania.
7. I'm facing many TOs.
8. and examinations.
9. I need your pray.
10. Last, I love loving.

Only Live Once

The rhythm of life is constantly changing. Taking care of dreams and passion is uneasy.
Okay, the schedule is full, no punctuation, just forwarding.
Remembering how people only live once somehow kicks me. Like the fact you can't rewind, neither undo. So, what you truly have is now.
Enjoy. Live High.

Fact#1

"People often feel like losing things which in fact are practically not theirs. Pathetic, way too pathetic."

I call it love

It's when you decide to do something you previously loathe just to make them happy,
but yes,
you go with your all heart, then........
at last, you can feel happy for doing it.

Twiats

Simply love, simply hate
words are sharp, don't take back
what you did, who you are
hypocrite, just go far.

if you smile, I deny
there's a thing, justify
I don't try to imply
it's a fact, please don't cry.

You're be Able to

Yes, you can. No one else. 

Math

This is common for human. You have something to write, but you decide not to do it simply cause you know the reality that you type is gonna make another people feel bad. My mom ever said some people needed to make anyone feel bad to enlighten their days.
I don't wanna be that kind.
I just want to talk in maths.
Free cursing. Ha.
How do you know when you’re in love with someone? Is it when he’s the first thing that comes into you mind when you wake up and the last thing that you think of before you go to sleep? Or is it when your heart melts every time he looks into your eyes? The truth is, the signs come in a thousand different ways.

When you’re having a really bad day and hearing his voice on the phone just makes it all go away. When all you want to do is listen to him talk passionately about his plans for the future. When you would sacrifice your shopping time just to cheer him up on the field. When a mention of his name makes you miss him so much. When all you want to do is staying up and taking care of him when he’s sick. When your face glows every time you meet him. When even the way he laughs and eats and sleeps fascinate you. When you realize you can finish each other’s sentences. When you can recognize his perfume from miles away. When you laugh when he laughs. When you love seeing the reflection of yourself in his eyes. When you can’t stop smiling every time people talk about the two of you. When you remember him in your prayer. When you feel that he’s the only one who can understand you. When everything that makes him happy will make you happy, no matter how hurtful it is inside. When you’re often torn between your own egocentricity and your feelings for him. When really you’re mad at him but all you want to do is cry on his shoulder. When you can’t help glancing at him every other second as you’re both in the car and he’s seriously watching the traffic. When you actually enjoy the moment when he’s teasing you eventhough you’re pissed. When you dreams of yourself being married to him with kids. When you want to be the woman who makes him coffee and puts on his tie every morning. When you’re seriously reconsidering the relocation because it means leaving him as you move to another country. When you find his boyish whining attitude is endearing. When you find his snoring endearing. When you have your own nickname for him. When every time his name pops up in your inbox you smile. When you gladly wipes his sweat as he changes your flat tire. When you find his singing entertaining even though he can’t carry a tune. When you forget when was the last time his name doesn’t cross your mind. When you can remember perfectly the sound of his funny laugh, his fake laugh, and his amused laugh. When he’s the only face you want to be on your 500 bucks Anya Hindmarch be-a-bag. When you would stay awake just to watch him sleep. When you’re seriously thinking of getting a tattoo of his name on your left hand. When he makes you happy and makes you cry at the same time. When you want him to always be your ‘imam’ when you’re praying. When you’re glad that you can be helpless sometimes because it means you can rely on his strong arms to help you. When being with him makes you want to be a better person. When everything could go wrong in the world and it’s okay, because he’s there, with you.

Grace

Almost every grace can be found in balance lives. Love. Family. Friends. Clothes. Comics. Books. Cameras. Cupcakes. Or Else. Things you love. So let's call them everything. It comes in every shapes. Being nice to everyone eventually will pay us back. Don't be mad to those who get us wrong, maybe they got no idea towards who we are. Let people throw us judgemental thoughts. Use them as mirrors. Are we good? Or bad? Face that. Cause, here, what they say matter. Even not most. We all know. And just don't lie. Liars are cluelessly pathetic.
I'm being grateful. How about you?

Neil Gaimal Say's

“Sometimes you wake up. Sometimes the fall kills you. And sometimes, when you fall, you fly.”

So don't be afraid to take step and going down, eventually we'll find a way to feel better. Eventually, we'll get rid of people that bother us much. We will stop restating ourselves as losers as they made us feel to be. We'll find our way to feel happier with people who really respect you and never let you down.
They exist. Some who truly
don't realise that they make us feel bad. So just don't care. Let intimidation get into us. We're bigger than this. If losers exist, they are not those who fail but those who talk and declare too much. If losers exist, they are those who quit earlier. SO DON'T QUIT. Move forward. Tell the world that being nice is just another crapshit if you don't do it sincerely. Tell the world that everyone is seeking for attention so let's throw some judgmental thoughts to improve everything.
Be
weirdly good. Let's fall then FLY. Cause every moment happens once. You always can start it all over again but stain you left exist in everyone's thought. It never fades.Make our own marks, let no badness go in.


Me? I'm happy and thank God for what He's given for me.
For every chances.
For good people and moments He keep around me.
For every bad people He take far from me.
and Neil Gaiman also says..
“Lives are snowflakes - forming patterns we have seen before, as like one another as peas in a pod (and have you ever looked at peas in a pod? I mean, really looked at them? There's not a chance you'd mistake one for another, after a minute's close in.”

A Pray

“God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.” - Reinhold Niebuhr

Contagious

Hey, I found this pict from here and it really went with my thought. Contagious things are eerie. You know, how certain people can affect you and your life easily. Their methods, their ways of seeing life which sometime don't go with you but.. got you infected.
Let us take me as the example.
I'm not a beauty addict. Far from it. I enjoy mostly myself in my room reading books. It's more comfortable plus relaxing than staying hours to get a back massage. True. I know what I treasure but somehow another spirit spreads to me.
My mom loves beauty salon. Not so much, but she takes care of everything, and somehow, in a time, I realise I go to beauty salon more often than I used to do.
Contagious.

It's just the simplest one. Now can you imagine how they can affect you? People. Their thoughts. Their acts. Their judgments. Life goes on that way, demandingly contagious. It is like flu virus. You can get it if you don't pay any attention to yourself.

Then I see it is important to choose our ways to interact with people around us. Let us hold our self esteems. Don't get easily intimidated by someone's bad mood. Be free and make the protection from the contagious bad things.
and for sure..
to open up to the good things.
So.. just like the picture tells. Enthusiasm and pessimism are contagious. Like anything else.
Which one should we choose? Guess, we all know the answer.
Spread the good things, be valuable, and let live.

Do Them

HANDBOOK 2012 :

HEALTH :
01. Drink plenty of water..
02. Eat breakfast like a king,
lunch like a prince and
dinner like a beggar.
03. Live with the 3 E's--Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy.
04. Make time to pray.
05. Play more games.
06. Read more books than you did in 2010.
07. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
08. Sleep for 7 hours.
09. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

PERSONALITY:
10. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
11. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
12. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
13. Dream more while you are awake.
14. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
15. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
16. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
17. Make peace with your past,so it won't spoil the present.
18. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
19. Smile and laugh more.
20. You don't have to win every argument, Agree to disagree

SOCIETY:
21. Call your family often.
22. Each day give something good to others.
23. Forgive everyone for everything..
24. Spend time w/people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6..
25. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
26. What other people think of you is none of your business.

LIFE:
27. Do the right thing!
28. GOD heals everything.
29. However good or bad a situation is, it will change..
30. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
31. The best is yet to come..
32. When awake in the morning,thank GOD for it.
33. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST:

34. Please Forward this to
everyone you care about.
"Dear anyone, do not cross your line or I'm gonna take you to the moon."

What I Sing This Whole Week


You were in college working part time waiting tables
Left a small town, never looked back
I was a flight risk with a fear of falling
Wondering why we bother with love if it never lasts

I say can you believe it?
As we're lying on the couch
The moment I could see it
Yes, yes, I can see it now

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Flash forward and we're taking on the world together
And there's a drawer of my things at your place
You learn my secrets and you figure out why I'm guarded
You say we'll never make my parents' mistakes

But we got bills to pay
We got nothing figured out
When it was hard to take
Yes, yes, this is what I thought about

Do you remember we were sitting there by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you remember all the city lights on the water?
You saw me start to believe for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

And I remember that fight, 2:30 a.m.
As everything was slipping right out of our hands
I ran out crying and you followed me out into the street

Braced myself for the goodbye
'Cause that's all I've ever known
Then you took me by surprise
You said I'll never leave you alone

You said I remember how we felt sitting by the water
And every time I look at you, it's like the first time
I fell in love with a careless man's careful daughter
She is the best thing that's ever been mine

Hold on, make it last
Hold on, never turn back
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine

Do you believe it?
We're gonna make it now
I can see it
I can see it now

(Mine - Taylor Swift)

"Never give up. When your heart becomes tired, just walk with your legs - but move on." - Paulo Coelho

A Shot

Hello, days are busy so here I am typing. I miss writing so damn much. I miss telling you all how perfect days could be, how tears easily fall but I manage to hold on, how sometimes I hate to be okay and feel nothing towards disappointment, how I hate to twit badness and negativity but I can't barely handle that anymore, how some people can be sooooo fucked up, how the rest can be angels who take you through your days.
Who are you in my life? Just guess. You can be the angel..or probably you're the smarty pants I would like to get rid of.

Anyway, life is still dramatically amazing. I love it.

I KEEP THIS IN MIND

..'Cause baby you're a firework, come on let your color burst.
Make them go oh oh oh!
You're gonna leave 'em falling down..

Stay Cool

I have found out that life is gonna be bigger and more beautiful when you stop comparing and look a little bit closer. Beyond your own cranky mood, lying your not-relieved-yet tiredness. Beyond your no-smile mood, lying your unrevealed exhaustion. People can not always make you smile just like you can not always make them satisfied. Stop doing things and dealing with people that hurt you, especially when you're utterly easy to get down. Not all of them are gonna understand you and what you do.

But that is no problem! Remember there will be some who love you and appreciate you. I've read once today at a random place... life is like a mirror, when you smile at it, it will be extremely nice.
Good day and much love. :)

DEARLOVE

Thank God i'm blessed,and thank You for giving him to me as my blessing.

Sunday, January 22, 2012

Minggu kelabu buat Ulfa

Tadi siang ketika gue hendak berenang ulfa sms, isi smsnya "PENGEN NANGIIIS SUMPAH" yaa gue kaget kan yaa, gue kira dia knp2 sama edho atau apa gitu sampe dia kepengen nangis..
dan ternyata si ulfa kecopetan waktu tadi siang di bis primajasa.. sabar ya ulfa semoga uangnya dapet ganti lebih :) amiiin :)

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Pengen apaa?

gue kalo gini terus lama2 bosen, terus dibohongin disakitin ya terus teruslah yang bikin hati gue sakit dan sakit lagi
kalo lo tau gue udah nahan ini dr hari sabtu kemaren, dimana gue temuin foto mantan lo di lemari baju lo dn itu sumpah bikin gue jd ga percaya lagi sm lo ! gue harus ngebangun lg dr NOl buat percaya sm lo tp kalo lonya gitu mulu kayaknya gue udah capek deh..sorry:(

Monday, January 9, 2012

Bangga dan Merindu

Gue bangga banget punya mamah dan papah yang supeeeeer hebat, mereka bisa ngedidik gue, ade dan kakak2 gue supaya jadi anak yg tangguh dan punya kpibadian yg bagus.... Pokoknya mereka the best bgtlah buat kami anak2nya..
thx mom. thx dad :*

Aing tetep IPA6

geleuh sih sebenernya, udah muak bgt ada di kelas ini. tp mau gmn lg? gue gbs ngapa2in dn disini tujuan gue bwt bljr bkn bwt nyari keributan dikelas. tp gak gini jg sih ada ditengah2 anak2 kelas yg garing abis gilaaaaa men!!
susah bgtlah bwt gue gambarain dujadiin tulisan dblog ini..
geleuhnya lagiiii temen sebangku gue dimutasi jd di IPA8, peliiiissssss men yg rame2 lain lagi cuman arum, ulfa, paul ..

ecaku best friend belajar yg bener ya, jgn srg2 tidur dikelas barunya :D

Tuesday, January 3, 2012

Dear Papah:)

mungkin skrg aku udh bukan anak kecil lg ya pah, bukan mungkin lagi tapi memang YA.. Saya bukan anak kecil lg yang harus papa suapi atau papa gendongi, skrg kaka udh jadi anak perempuan dewasa pah.. 

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Happy New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012 :D