15 APRIL 2013

Ya tanggal 15 April 2013 itu ngga akan dilupain deh................
dimana hari itu seluruh pelajar SMA ujian nasional, ya ngga seluruhnya sih. kasian yang di Indonesia bagian tengah UN nya di undur karena kesalahan-kesalahan yang ngga semestinya terjadi gitu. dan alhamdluliahnya sekolah gue bisa ujian nasional tepat waktu dan ngga ada kesalahn teknis apapun.......

Selama 4hari yang akan jadi penentuan masa depan itu..................
susah banget buat dijelasin sih rasanya abstrak....
hari pertama dapet pengawas yang baik-baik aje gitu, ngebacain aturan-aturannya. ngebantu nyobekin soal sama LJUN nyaa... pokoknya bapak dan ibu yang baik ga tau asalnya dari sekolah mana ngga bikin UN hari pertama deg2an so was was gimana gitu haha XD
Hari kedua , ketiga , keempat semua terlewati alhamdulillah dengan lancar...
OHHHHH gini toh rasanya UN yang 20 paket itu haha XDD

Selagi UN kekompakan kelas makin makin aja. Rasanya seneng liatnya gitu, soalnya kelas gue emang jarang banget kompak, jadi sedih......
Sedih bakal pisah dan kehilangan pastinyaaa..... Terutama buat keluarga besar SMANSA.......

dwi

Kahlil Gibran's

Give your hearts, but not into each other's keeping.
For only the hand of Life can contain your hearts.
And stand together yet not too near together:

For the pillars of the temple stand apart,
And the oak tree and the cypress grow not in each other's shadow.

Aku suka Pertemanan

Ya aku sangat menyukai pertemanan, aku sangat menghargai teman-temanku. aku sangat menyayangi mereka, aku sudah menganggap mereka dari bagian keluargaku, sebagian hidupku bahkan aku juga sudah menganggapnya sebagai saudara kandungku.

Kami sekumpulan anak labil dikelas, jumlah kami 5orang. ini bukan geng disini tidak ada ketua ataupun yang berkuasa. kami disini semua sama, sederajat tidak ada yang berbeda dan dibeda-bedakan.

Eca salah satunya temanku yang memiliki hobi sama dan tingkah laku bocah yang sama pula. nama aslinya Reilza Tania Rawetane. namanya begitu sulit diucap. padahal gampang saja hanya tinggal di panggil eca dia akan menoleh-___-
Kita sangat suka pergi kesalon, belanja, shopping habis-habis uang haha.... kita emang paling boros diantara yang lainnya. tapi kita juga yang paling pemberani. mengapa tidak? kita berdua berani pergi jauh keluar kota berdua bernekat-nekatan. dan karena lupa waktu akibat berbelanja pula kita tidak bisa pulang karena kemaleman, daan untungnya kia bisa menginap dirumah ateukuuuuu hihih
Oya dia sangat suka kucing, mmm tapi sekarang udah berpaling sih jadi ke anjing u,u

Kemudian ada Iri, teman sebangku aku yang super cuek. asli deh dia orangnya cyek banget. paling cuek diantara kita semua. sampe-sampe sama pacarnya aja dia emang cuek. dia terkean orang yang sangat masa bodo. tapi walopun gitu dia sangat baik ko. dia sabar banget kalo ngajarin aku pelajaran yang ngga aku ngerti. dia juga rela bbnya kita bajak setiap hari demi meluapkan emosi kita haha... tapi dia ngga marah, dia tetep cueeeeekkkk.. ohhh Iiani Dewi Setiawan

Ada lagi nih, ini dia si telur alias Ega Purwanti. aku gatau sih ya asal mulanya kapan dia tiba-tiba dipanggil telur, yang pasti sampe sekarang telur ini belum menetas, oh apasih gaje-__-
Wanita yang setrong ini, ya sangat begitu setronglah..... kasian banget dia ini selalu jadi bahan php cowok-cowok kurang ajar dan tidak bertanggung jawab. matanya yang sipit dan senyumnya yang binal haha bikin kita semua selalu enjoy dalam pelajaran matematika haha
hobinya bajak bbm iri dan aku eca juga, mmm bebe juga sama-__-
jangan salah, gambarannya bagus juga loh, kemaren dia bikin gambaran buat aku huhu baguusss sekali

Daaaaan one more, ada bebe. julukannya dikelas tuh 'belgot' kalo ga salah kepanjangannya tuh bella goyang itik haha... sebenernya dia ngga suka goyang. cuma ada salah satu bagian dari tubuhnya yang emg ga kekontrol banget sama dia haha.... keseksian dan bahenolannya yang membuat semua mata tertuju padanya haha
dia paling tua diantara kita, dia selalu berfikir positif sama semua orang... bagus deh bel jgn soudzon yaaa.. em dia juga ga suak dipanggil bel. aneh ya? sama sih kaya aku ga suak dipanggil mes haha

We are Cees yes!!! Love you
Kita sukses bersama dimasa depan!!

Listen?

You Belong With Men (cover) by Taylor S

After All

Sometimes you just have to shout at her when she's wrong.

You just have to grab her arm and kiss her and tell her not to do it twice. She can't hear or listen to your midnight tears when you don't say it. You can't expect her to tender your loneliness when you just bother to tell. You can act like you're kind, like you're sincere, but love...love acquires more than that. It should be mutual. Since your happiness is hers. And that's never a lie. She will be extremely happy to see you do good in your exams, she probably can't tell but she's always proud of you, your achievements, your knowledges and attentions toward stuffs. She can't stop telling people how sweet you are, how lovely you are, but again, you just don't know it. Just like how you can't ask her to be kinder when you are in rough time.

Sometimes you need to wrap her in your arms and tell her that things she does sometimes hurt. She won't mind, she will listen. But you never try to tell.

Love encourages, love educates, love gets you to be a better person. You say you love her but all you do is turning her into someone who seems heartless. Not by fulfilling every demanding shots and spoiled whining.

Ask her to understand you.

Shared understanding.

Whisper to her that you need her to be more tolerant.

Caress her and bring her your smile when you can. While you can't.. simply hold her and say you're not having a good day.

Let her understand you can be upset and you need her to fight this world.

If she loves you, she will understand.

She will reduce the voice of spoiled whining. She stops being so demanding and she helps you to grow. She's gonna be there so you don't fight your world alone.

But when she is, when she tries, don't get her hopes broken, don't take her trials for granted, don't reject her for being nice.

It's just she can't see yourself for being weak alone, she's supposed to be there to get you stronger. She should encourage you to fulfill your dream.

Because of what? She always takes you as you are, you just deny to see it.

Before sleeping, she recalls when the last time she sees your smile. When she rejected your phone call, she just didn't want to upset you to fall asleep between the call. In every cup of Starbucks she ordered, she always wrote your name. Again, you never know it.

She didn't return a form not because of anything else, but because it was your birthday..and she was afraid she could not manage it. You might think she takes you for granted, but she well.. believes that you're God sent to enlighten her days, she is always grateful.

You say you sacrificed, well, when she tries to do her part, don't break her heart, don't tear her apart.

After all, she just loves you as much as you love her.

your  blog just dropping by on this my blog-----

welcome 2013 and happy aniversary

helloo blogg welcome 2013 yaaa.....
menyambut tahun baru ini gue rasa beda banget. yang biasanya setiap malam tahun baru gue ga pernah keluar dan gue cuma bisa rayain sendiri aja. tapi kali ini beda, dwi ngajak gue keluar yaa walopun awalnya sulit banget buat keluar karena hujan dan papa susah banget nagsih lampu hijau.

sekitar pukul 20.15 mamah udah ngebolehin kita buat keluar, di rumah yang udah ada dwi siap2 buat pergi langsung pasang muka senyum dengan mata sipitnya itu, ohh manis banget tuhan.
gue langsumg ganti baju, niatnya mau nyocokin pake baju yang sama ahaaa rada alay sih tapi ga apa asal yuhuuuu eh tapi sayangnya karena itu diburu2 jadi gue pake baju yg ada di paling atas tumpukan baju aja haha siyaaaal-___-

blablablaa........... kita beli jagung manis bakar, beli jeruk hangat..... seneng banget dan waktu itu ngga kerasa banget udah jam 23.45 aja.... dwi nganterin gue pulang dan dijalan udah banyak banget bunga2 kembang api di atas langit, dan itu lo tauuuu indaaaaah banget. gue berdua dijalan liat kembang api itu, kita berhenti sebentar buat ngeabadiin momen ini
bahagianya luar biasa saat ituu...

dan heloooo hari besoknya kan tanggal 1, kita aniversary..... aniv kita dirayain banyak orang dong. seneng bangeeeeeeeet dan ga akan pernah terlupakan...
i love you sayang :-*

2012 a reflection

Hi. I'm doomed for writing since I hardly ever do that again. Everything consumes me a lot lately, but I guess writing will still always be my sanctuary, so I come back.

Some expectations turn out SO great, thank You, God.. I know You always listen.

Well, we're just human. We make mistakes, we laugh a lot, we weep over good romantic movies, we smile because of anyone else, we read good books though sometimes we don't get the whole point, we write some poems we never show it to others, we end certain good friendships with certain people because they finally can not make it as good friends, or probably they want more than just friends..and we aren't likely to have it with them, we sing a song loudly in our way back home after an one fine day, we love like we've never been hurt, we put a great hope every morning, we wish upon a star, we choose our own dreams, we take hints of every good omen, we sip a cup of delicate coffee between works, we give up caffeine but still buying frappe with a non-fat milk but topped with whipped cream, we color our dreams black and white, we simply choose to live in the moment..being present, we accept people just the way they are, because? we are all just human.

2012 never literally passing by, the moments are all precious that I wish I could capture all of the scenes in between. It's not just another year, great people coming along, short encounter, huge dreams, good insights, random luck.. but all are marvelous. Thank You, God

"kenapa jatuh cinta?"

Ketika “jatuh” sudah resiko kamu akan terluka. Tetapi tanpa “jatuh” dan menjadi “luka” sampai kapanpun kamu tidak akan pernah belajar sesuatu.

Tidak ada yang lebih menyenangkan ketika kita “falling into love” atau “jatuh cinta” saya akan memilih untuk “jatuh” kepada “cinta” ketimbang “jatuh” kepada “obat-obat terlarang” atau pun “minuman keras”

“jatuh cinta” yang menyebabkan “luka cinta” tidak akan membat hidupmu berakhir atau mati. Itu hanya fase hidup. Kita namakan saja fase belajar.

Setelah “jatuh” “luka” yang perlu kamu lakukan adalah belajar membalut luka itu sendiri atau dengan bantuan orang lain.

Terakhir, berani untuk “jatuh cinta” sebanyak mungkin.

Jangan terlalu percaya kata-kata saya. Percayalah kata hatimu sendiri.